Saturday, April 24, 2010

I just don't think it's fair. It's not fair to her parents, not fair to darling, not fair to me. She's probably very happy now, enjoying life and ultimate freedom. Friends pay for her stuff and they get to have day after day of fun and holidays. And her parents have to spare time to look for her, and we have to worry. baby's face has worry lines -.- bah. it's so not fair... why should someone's choice make so many people unhappy? does she really want her parents to give up on her =/ i guess it's a phase most people go through... but sometimes you have to know where's the line and work hard to keep yourself in check.

it's just not safe for a young girl to be out there alone =/ and even though i know she's streetsmart. probably smarter then i am at that age, somehow there's still a feeling of unease. everyone is worried for her, when we talk, i can see babe thinking about it =/ that's not good right? i wish she would just get caught or something, just so we know she's safe =/ it sounds bad.. but i'd rather she gets a chance to turn back now, as a minor. rather then keep on doing this until the offence is so great jail is unavoidable =/

i hope she stays safe. hope my baby smiles more.