Sunday, November 13, 2011

is it so wierd. that i seem to manage to destroy almost every meaningful relationship i've ever had?

maybe all there is in my plan is a cigarette, a drink and a nice end. thanks alot.

i miss being by myself. when the world was less complicated. i want it to return to that state, but i dont know if i can do it.

can it? will i? all this dumb questions about life really brings me down. shouldnt we be given the right to take a look at our lives?

is it true that i'm going to be denied a place in heaven just because i'm a bad person? how would you know what's the definition of a good person? who made you god, god? where'd you come from.
who do you believe in? it cant be me. cause i dont believe in myself anymore.

just throw me back into the shithole you found me in. i was happy there. at least everything made sense to me.