For a while now, I have been looking for a place to put down my words and to form a record of my thoughts. This seemed as good of an option as any. In an attempt to unveil my mind, and communicate with myself more thoroughly, I decided to rely on the best method and tool I have available: my ability to write.
It will take a little while to accustom myself to writing this way, personal and revealing in nature rather than the strict formality of work; regimented, structured and composed in specific formats. I am unsure if I remember how to correctly voice myself in paper any more, having been so long without that comfort. I am hoping that correct that oversight, and begin anew, embracing myself more fully as I journey into the valley of words.
So much has changed in my life over the course of the past year, and so much has been left unvoiced, unattended, simmering in unfilled desire and anguish. By writing, I hope to grant that inner voice a space where it can express all that has been left unspoken in the hush of my mind. Recriminations and negativity towards self that I have only now managed crawl out of, for the most part, but not fully has a way of reaching out and snuffing the words before they are expressed, leaving them unaspirated and voiceless.
With this beginning, now there is hope for further connectivity as I delve deeper and address the thoughts that have long since been left without a cause.
